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[23 Jul 2004|08:52am] |
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add my NEW JOURNAL.
simpleconfusing
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[21 Jul 2004|02:02pm] |
today i go to vanessas condo. and i am staying with her for up to 6 days. although, i doubt it will be that long. either way, though, we are going to have fun. i will most def. have pictures. and stories. and all that jazz. im bored. and yeah.
oh. i have a new livejournal. and this one is here to stay. i already have an entry. but its long. so be prepepared.
www.livejournal.com/users/simpleconfusing
ADD ME! NOW!!! or die. only not really.
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[19 Jul 2004|02:00pm] |
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it all started at 1:50 pm. i spotted the screen name. and nothing could stop me!! MAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
reOccuringxkind: MR HAAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Vprocks: Hey Kady
Vprocks: Hows your summer?
reOccuringxkind: OMG!!!
reOccuringxkind: its good..
Vprocks: What is OMG?
reOccuringxkind: haha...talking to mr.haag on the computer during the summer...i rock.
reOccuringxkind: it means OH MY GOSH.
reOccuringxkind: get it..omg.
Vprocks: ok
reOccuringxkind: duh.
Vprocks: I am a little slow during the summer
reOccuringxkind: ive got news mr.haag...its not just the summer. youre slow ALL the time.
Vprocks: you staying out of trouble?
reOccuringxkind: of course im staying out of trouble.
reOccuringxkind: i never get into trouble.
Vprocks: Thanks
reOccuringxkind: no prob
Vprocks: Or do you never get caught?
Vprocks: how is the boyfriend?
reOccuringxkind: i do not do bad things. what do you think i am!?
reOccuringxkind: i dont have one.
reOccuringxkind: catch up mr haag.
reOccuringxkind: you are slow.
Vprocks: so what..... here today gone tommorow?
reOccuringxkind: nooo....gone almost 2 weeks ago.
Vprocks: well i haven't talked to you for almost a month.
reOccuringxkind: i know.
Vprocks: its not like you sent out an e-mail
reOccuringxkind: i bet youve thought of me and vanessa and how freaking cool next year is going to be!
Vprocks: how is nessa?
reOccuringxkind: goood.
reOccuringxkind: i will be telling her about this conversation..
Vprocks: i have thought about how much pain I will be in.
reOccuringxkind: haha. whatever!!! you cant wait!
Vprocks: so how have you been spending your days?
reOccuringxkind: hmm...hanging out with vanessa, sleeping, babysitting, yardwork, and school shopping.
reOccuringxkind: and getting online.
Vprocks: I thought you we done with online.
Vprocks: that was so yesterday
reOccuringxkind: i am. actually today is the first day ive been on in like 2 weeks.
reOccuringxkind: mr. haag dont talk like you are 17.
Vprocks: i'm not 17?
reOccuringxkind: noooo.
Vprocks: man that breaks my heart!
reOccuringxkind: shucks.
reOccuringxkind: sorry i had to be the one to tell you.
Vprocks: well got to run. I need to actually work a little
Vprocks: just a little though because it is summer
Vprocks: tell nessa hi
reOccuringxkind: uh huh. well have fun with that. bye!
reOccuringxkind: will do.
Vprocks: bye
and then it ended. but it was WELL spent.
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| hello, my name is kady. |
[19 Jul 2004|07:24am] |
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what am i doing up at 7 in the morning. what am i talking about. i didnt got to bed until 2.
5 hours. totally enough. not much has happened since the last time i decided it was cool to use these radical livejournals. i guess i just dont have anything important to write.
i dont have friends that i hangout with everyday and take pictures with to post in here. i dont have awesome stories that have or will happen. i dont have a boyfriend. or anything close to. and im not in love. im not emo which makes me not able to talk about my PROBLEMS. im not happy right now, so i cant rant and rave about bullshit. and im not sad, right now. so...i cant rant and rave about...bullshit.
i have realized new things. thought about new things. lost friends. gained friends. and lost weight. all in the past week. not too exciting. but to make this post even remotely okay, im going to share.
ive realized lately, okay, thats bullshit. i realized a long time ago, that i had lost a lot of things. and it kind of all happened at once. or in portions. i lost two best friends. one...i thought i would NEVER lose. oh, how very wrong i was. ya know that whole rule about...
"blah de blah blah dont forget about the people that were there for you blah something something"
yeah. its BULLSHIT. people are going to forget about you. no matter how much youve helped them. why? because people suck. people let you down. people make you cry. people pretend to care about you. i changed my mind. not PEOPLE. but FRIENDS.
you forgot you care. its funny...i forgot you cared too.
i realized that i can picture them talk about me. "dont let her bring you down. she did the same thing to me." "she is such a bitch." "i hate her."
i thought you were too good to talk behind someones back. a FRIENDS back.
i realized i dont like when people think they are better. or act better. especially if its your FRIEND. and they kind of rub things in your face.
i thought about how much i hate not having friends. fuck that. i changed my mind. again. i could care less how many friends i had. what i hate is not having the friends that i used to have.
i thought about the only real friend i have right now. she knows who she is. and i love her. and she has always been there for me. my best friend.
PLEASE DONT TAKE THAT AWAY.
i thought about how i have a secret. and no one knows.
i like him. he doesnt know. no one knows. he would never guess. no one would ever guess.
i thought about how i want to find a boy. fall in love. and find my happily ever after.
maybe then, i can write about how in love we are, and post pictures, and give you all something to read, and give myself something to write about. because god knows i need something.
i dont have anything.
ive loved and lost. and in the end everyone knows whats wrong with me. everyone knows. but no one says anything because they dont know how. only friends know how. and i am done trying. done. i havent said anything for the longest time. and this is the closest i am going to come to getting it all out.
i ask you one thing. if there is any room. at all. left inside you, just leave one memory of me and you. just one. thats all. maybe then, sometimes you will stop and think and remember me. and feel nice.
words of advice: DRUGS. ALCOHOL. stupid. just like everyone thats doing it. and you know it.
and just for the record, boys, i was pissed. dont do that to me. ever again. its fine if you want to ruin your life. but dont ruin mine.
love x 3.
i miss you all.
ps. this was way to fucking emo.
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[07 Jul 2004|01:31pm] |
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i have blonde in my hair. its been there for over two weeks. but none of you have seen it, because i havent been online since i got it done. you cant see it but its super black underneath. and no red. i changed my mind. you cant really tell what it really looks like in these pictures. but my intentions were good.
( BLONDE BOMBSHELL. )
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[07 Jul 2004|09:28am] |
its been two weeks. and im wondering if anyone even noticed.
hopefully everyone has been AMAZING. love love. xoxo <3
ps. new screen name...
simplexconfusing
new email...
simpleandconfusing@hotmail.com
write me..because that would be nice.
smile.
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[21 Jun 2004|09:06am] |
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ADD ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEW LIVEJOURNAL!!
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add or die, bitches.
and...uh...SMILE!!!!!!!
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[17 Jun 2004|03:51pm] |
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( new. )
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[16 Jun 2004|09:48am] |
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Save yourself.Because the only thing that matters is that you get away from the pain
and the thought of losing your mind. Don't blame yourself. It was everyone around you who made you act this way.There's the stage and your chance to watch it go down.
Don't fake yourself into ever, ever thinking about yesterday. That was then, this is now. Don't call it undone. Don't take what you've been dealt. You can exit out the back and make your getaway before anyone can see the damage you have done.
This time is the last time so be here, here now.
This time is the last time. Somehow make it through.
State your case. You've got everyone's attention. What can you say? Thanks or forget what you've been given. Take your place. Do you think that you deserve the best of everything? We don't get why you're here. Can you figure it out?
This time is the last time so be here, here now.
You've got to get away. Oh, I get lost in the thought of losing you. You've got to get away. I know it's a dream but it must be true. Wave now goodbye. It's the lesson that you've been given. You can always move on to better things.
This time is the last time so be here, but be here now.
This time is the last time somehow.
This time is the last time so be here, but be here now.
This time is the last time. Somehow make it through.
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tell me a secret.
name a song that reminds you of me.
something physical you like about me.
something...internally? haha. that you like about me.
an object that reminds you of me.
have you ever had a crush on me.
and anything you else you would like to share.
( ready. set. )
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[07 Jun 2004|12:25pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JASEY!!
Hope you have a wonderful day!!
Xoxo <33333333333333333333333333
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[07 Jun 2004|06:56am] |
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FRIDAY:
seattle film festival.
HARRY POTTER!!!!! with casey weedman.
[harry potter was amazing. and i love love love it.]
SATURDAY:
went to my aunts house to see some of my moms family in from texas.
it was funny. stories galore.
SUNDAY:
went to the mall with lukas.
then went to his house and watched BIG FISH.
very good movie.
hope you all had a nice weekend.
have a nice day. smile.
xoxo
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[04 Jun 2004|03:08pm] |
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HARRY POTTER!!! TONIGHT!!! SOOOO EXCITED!!! MY OUTFIT RUUUUUUULES!! I CANNOT WAIT!!!!!!!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAARY!!!!!!! POTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gosh. harry potter owns me x3.
and i love him.
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[20 May 2004|05:00pm] |
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comment on this entry with something you would LIKE to do with me SOMEDAY.
then post this in your journal to find out what i want to do with you.
DO IT. i mean business.
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[20 May 2004|07:44am] |
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i just wanted to say THANK YOU! to any one that made my day great yesterday! i loved it! and i smiled. and it was nice.
BIG THANKS go to:
STEPHANIE and VANESSA because they are my lovers and know me like no other! and i love them like...a lot. and "i kiss girls." my sticker says that!
LUKAS. because pink roses are nice and they smell gooooooood.
TJ GRANT...who brought his guitar to school just to sing to me in the middle of class with everyone watching. but it was nice and i loved it and it made me smile.
ADDIE. because she let me know i was a boy. and let other people know that i am pregnant. I AM NOT PREGNANT!!! it was a joke. thanks adds! ESPN!
DJ. he popped my BIG HUGE bumble bee balloon and poke me in the eyeball when he tried blind folding me...but i forgive him. i mean...the hutch. come on.
ADAM. because he kissed me on the hand. and then made me laugh at the cool light on his car.
BENJAMIN (aka my hubby)...he knows 7-11 OWNS me. so, he got me a RADICAL gift card!! slurp slurp slurrrrrrpeeeees galore! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
MORGAN. because she got my flowers and a balloon. and even though DJ popped it... i loooooooved it.
EDWARD MITTENHANDS. because he left me a phone message, and an LJ post, AND sent me something in the mail. and i went AWWWWWW and smiled. and he rocks!
MICHELLEY. which, by the way, i have missed dearly! and the painting she gave me...OWNS. robots!!!!
CHRISTA. even thought i was kind of scared when she asked me my favorite animal. but it payed off.
DARREN. he got me a barbie book!!!!!!! "feel barbies TUTU."
BRETT. (from hot topic)...he is just plain radical! and knows me by name...and we are both irish and catholic and obsessed with harry potter. and he made me smile.
AND ANYONE ELSE THAT I MISSED OR WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY OR GAVE ME A HUG OR MADE ME SMILE. that includes all you Ljers and Myspacers! haha...NERDS!! woo.
<3<3<3
much love to you all!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.
i had a blast.
and i owe it all to you.
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i wonder if the doctors knew i would be this hot 17 years down the road.
( they new. )
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[17 May 2004|08:25am] |
incase you were wondering…
because some of you were.
1.a pair of shoes that do not involve the words CON or VERSE. (I have ENOUGH of those.)
2.a 2 row studded white belt that can hold belt buckles.
3.a very lovely day.
4.for my friends to remember.
5.a hug.
6.a letter in the mail.
7.for him to say happy birthday.
8.for people to WANT to make my day nice. And not because they feel they HAVE too.
9.a warp tour ticket.
thats all i got.
1,2, and 9 will most likely be done by myself, so disregard those.
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[07 May 2004|11:09am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADAM AND MY SISTER.
ps. have a nice weekend. smile. all my love.
xoxo <333
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